Told a girl on the way to her parent’s house for Chuesok (Korean Thanksgiving) that I liked her. She freaked out, dropped me off at home, and hasn’t spoken to me since.

Lots of drinking this month, realizing I was too busy, and signing up for a six month gym membership trashed, drinking more afterward. That night, I met some businessmen in the street, went to karaoke with them, not remembering how I got home.

There was actually one night where I turned down three separate (3!) drinking invitations to workout instead. I began to get addicted, especially to the weight gain, but what’s wrong with wanting to better myself?