My real father left me before I was born and the one I thought was my father was a piece of shit, like his father and probably many fathers before him. I’ve been having nightmares lately (one a week) in which my father screams at me, yet just the other day I had a dream where I was a little kid and believed my father’s lies. A positive step—it wasn’t my fault he lied or that I believed them and hated myself because of it…

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